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Monday, 15 February 2016

Reaper

You know one of those good days where everything just falls into place and you're happy 99% of the time ? 
Yeah everyday in the past week for me was one of those good days

Monday :

My family on weekends / public holidays haha. 


Chinese New Year, and all of us were working (very rare). We also had cake to celebrate Batri's 20th, 
and all throughout the day we were laughing non-stop about God knows what . 


Tuesday : 

21 Months with the love of my life. 
We had lunch at Nutmeg, BV II. Talked and laughed and discussed the most random things over waffles (it was gooooooood) and pasta (this was so-so). 
Definitely coming again for more breakfast food and cakes. 


Wednesday : 

Managed to finish up my Management Ethics final project + Psychology report / reflection all in one day. #pro


Thursday : 

Got braces on ! Hahaha didn't see that coming huh ? My teeth are fairly straight (bottom not so), but apparently my jaw is a bit too narrow both top and bottom and if I don't fix the alignment I might have problems in the future when my wisdom tooth/teeth come out and/or experience jaw pains. My dentist / orthodontist told me that I might only need braces for a year - year++ but I'm not getting my hopes up cause I have a feeling it's gonna end up being longer than that anyway haha. Didn't have to get my teeth extracted (for now), and hopefully I won't have to in the future e.e 

Surprisingly, my braces didn't hurt me. It was uncomfortable and the feeling of having metal in my mouth was foreign but I wasn't in excruciating pain or anything. 
Couldn't bite anything for days, but the dull ache is slowly going away. 

So like after getting my braces on, a few hours later I joined Irfan + his best friends + my best friends for a movie. It was super impromptu but it was a lot of fun. We went from Tropicana to One Utama, from initially planning to watch Ola Bola to ending up watching Deadpool. Deadpool was hilarious, dirty and obnoxious jokes galore but it was really entertaining. 
Day out with my best friends + boyfriend at the same time = Super happy Izza. I love how we can all get along. 




Friday : 


Had class in the morning, final revision before our exams next week. 
Chilled with my family + played and napped with my cats the rest of the day :D


Saturday : 


Worked the whole day. I don't know why, but I felt like everyone was extra nice to me that day and I came back from work pretty happy. 



Sunday : 




Spent the whole day with Irfan + his friends. From lunch, to shopping for futsal shoes, to discussing music / singing songs (Reaper and Pillowtalk especially) in the car, to watching them play futsal. I could watch Irfan play futsal forever, he looks so handsome running around and doing cool skills and scoring goals for me and allll hahaha.  


Pretty sure Irfan and I are growing to love each other more and more with each passing day. I love our relationship, I love how we make each other want to be better, I love how easy it is to be happy and laugh with him, I love that we could tell each other anything and talk about everything, I love how well we know each other, I love us. Fell for him as a boyfriend first, but now he's my best friend too, and ugh I didn't know I could ever love someone this much ??!! 


To more good weeks ahead. So so grateful for everyone I have in my life right now. 
I'm content. I'm happy. Ya Allah, thank you. 






22 comments:

  1. Ahh you wore braces already. Im so excited for you hahaha pictures plss

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    1. Yup ! Sooooon, I'm still getting used to smiling with them on my teeth hahaha

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  2. i lovee reading abt u and irfan. i love every words. u managed to put ur feelings for him into words, and it is so beautifully written. tbh that what i feel abt my boyfriend but idk how to put it into words. i pray the best fr both of u and may u guys end up kahwin, amin amin.

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    1. Hi Maya ! Thank you ! Haha I'm only good at writing about things I care about (and I obviously care about him a lot hehe). Glad you you love my writing, and that you could relate to it too. Actions speak louder than words anyway, really not a big deal that you can't put what you feel into words :) Thank you for your kind doa, amiiiiinnn ! I pray for the same thing for you too xx

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  3. Izza, reading the sweet things you said about your bf and your relationship made me tingle! So adorable laaaa i cannot ahaha :D I pray that both of you have a future together. Hope you'll have one of these good weeks again :) xx

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    1. Hahaha aw really ?! Thank you ! I get a bit too mushy lovey dovey sometimes but I can't help it. Amin ! Thank youuu for your kind doa. May you have great weeks ahead of you too, sweets xx

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  4. Pictures with your braces pls!

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    1. Haha soon, hopefully ! Still learning how to smile and not look weird / awkward with them hahaha

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  5. Izza, when you feel everything is going to fall down, what makes you get up again ? If u know what I mean, perhaps a quote u live by?

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    1. I just remind myself that everything happens for a reason and that God has the best of plans for me :)

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  6. Hi izza!! Does your uni provide scholarship for overseas studies? I want to do medic overseas and possibly do my housemanship there but its seems impossible to find a scholarship :( our currency has dropped tremendously and its selfish of me to let my parents pay for my education

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    1. Hi ! I think they have programs that allow students to study overseas for a period of time, but I'm not sure if it's a scholarship or not. I see, have you tried looking for scholarships of afterschool.my ? I understand, everything is just so expensive now T.T

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  7. hi bub i love you

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  8. Hi Izza i have a question about cats. Does your cats scratch your furniture? Or do you have a cat scratcher for them? My kitten is ruining my furniture and omg i get so frustrated with him. Its such an eye sore looking at the condition of my furniture now. Do you have any tips? xx

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    1. Hii. YES THEY DO. Almost all my furniture rosak because of them... I used to have like these leather-y seats at my dining table but my cats ruined all of them that we had to resort to plastic IKEA ones haha. I tried getting them a scratcher, and they use it a few times and then it's back to the furniture. Try and pat him (like an angry pat, not like 'good boy' pat) on the head and say NO. If you train them from young, he'll grow up to learn. Cats are very smart. My cats unfortunately, I just let them do it and I was too lenient that until now 2/4 of my cats still scratch furniture. Good luck with your kitten ! xx

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  9. Around 2 years ago i went through a phase where i wanted to buy buy buy and buy. I wanted what was in trend or what others had(Thanks a lot Ig shops). And of course i didn't get them all in fact barely any. It made me frustrated and upset because every time i asked my mum for something the answer is NO. While everyone else i know gets them. You know, being a girl you want pretty things. Even though sometimes those things are just nonsense to your parents. Maybe its a piece of jewelry or a decoration for your room. Just girly things ya know. After a while i kinda forgot about those things i used to beg my parents for. Until one day while i was scrolling through my phone's screenshot album and saw those things i used to ask for. And i thought hey, i'm actually glad i didn't buy those things. It didn't matter really. Life went on and i just stopped obsessing over 'materials". I started to think that this is all duniawi. None those things are gonna matter in the end of the day. It may sound like i'm trying to talk myself into being ok about not being able to have the things i want but it was more than that. Fast forward to today, i think i'm going through that same phase again and oh god i am not liking it. Like any other girl i'm starting to like make up. Every girl out there is buying make up from sephora and just all the cool make up items you can possibly think of. I'm just a year younger than you and i don't have a job or earn my own money. So i pretty much depend on my parents for eveything. My mum i guess is a little old school and doesn't get whats the in thing. We don't see eye to eye on certain things. Anything i need to buy i still need her approval. Stupid, i know and i'm 19 HAH. Sucks to be me but yeah. Really hope i get over this phase. Didn't mean to burden you with my problems but just thought i'd get your point of view. Thanks Izza <3 xx

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    1. Hiii, first off don't think you're burdening me with your problems, in fact I'm quite flattered that you want my point of view because that means you kind of trust me with it. Anyway, you're right. These 'material' things are all duniawi and life does go on without them. But yeah, being a girl, especially in this era where you just feel like you NEED to have those things too, it's hard !! I feel you and I can definitely relate. It's not stupid that you still need her approval to buy anything, she's just being a mum (but soon when you grow up you're gonna have the freedom to buy anything you please). One thing for sure is that you WILL get over this. You did it last time, and you'll do it again. But I have some tips that I can share with you for when I feel like I need to buy a lot of things but it's obviously not happening :

      1) I make a list of all the things I want, and narrow it down to just a couple of things that I really, really want.
      2) I'll save up for it, by working, or saving up allowance, or wait for raya.
      3) I look for cheaper alternatives. For example if I want a MAC lipstick but can't afford it, I look for dupes and buy them online. That way I save money and I don't feel as guilty.
      4) Think about the consequences of buying that certain item. Am I gonna use it as much ? Do I REALLY need it ? How much money can I save if I DON'T get it ?
      5) Re-evaluate the reasons why I want it so much in the first place. Peer pressure ? Hype ?

      So yeah, that's what I do. Always wanting pretty and new things is part of our nature. We can't help it sometimes. But there are ways to lessen that 'want' and balance everything. Cheer up, okay ! <3

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  10. orang atas ni sama macam I Izza hahaha sebijik, thanks for the advice <3

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    1. Haha I think everyone (including me) pun macam tu. You're welcome <3

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  11. hai kak izza! how do you put that spotify play button? btw i was really inspired by your blog :) love it!

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    1. Hii ! You just go to the song on Spotify, right click and choose 'copy embed code', and then paste it on your post (html). Thank you, love ! x

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