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Saturday, 5 September 2015

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It's 1.33AM and I can't sleep. Which is weird because I'm actually really exhausted.  Spent the day running errands (took Kimberly out for a wash) + finishing up my crazy pile of uni work.  Super duper tiring but the satisfaction of being able to cross out things on my to-do list today made it all worth it haha.  
Only a couple more things to do next week and then Izza is a free elf ready for vacation ! 

I have a long weekend ahead of me (which explains why I had to do all of my assignments just now ) ; 
A L'OrΓ©al event to attend later, and then work, and then a full shift on Sunday. So I would have no time at all if I were to procrastinate because on Monday, I have two reports to turn in, an individual presentation for my final project and a test to sit for. This is my craziest semester yet. 24 hours aren't enough anymore. *criessssssssss*

Oh, and I forgot that I haven't blogged about the Pop & Soap party ! I had loads of fun with everyone and it was nice having (almost) all of my best friends at the same venue haha. I had my Super Dupers (- Aina and Mel), I had Jiha and Jane (Acap & Nabel couldn't make it boooo), I had Irfan and his friends, and I had Hamizan too. Pop & Soap Party was definitely a party to me. I didn't take that many photos but here : 















Okay, my eyes are starting to feel heavy now haha. Goodnight ! xo



64 comments:

  1. will you write about your monthly favourites? Been waiting for it :D

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    1. I will ! Most probably sometime around next week, insyaAllah :) Thank you for reading my blog ! x

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  2. Helluuuu izza good morning! Do you mind telling me where do you buy all of your jeans or trousers? And what products do you use for your eyebrow? Your reply will meant a world to me!!! Thannk you love you xx

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    1. Hii ! My most worn jeans are from H&M and Topshop, as for trousers I have ones from Zara, MNG and random shops. I think Uniqlo has really nice jeans too. As for eyebrows, I usually use the Cyber Colors Eyebrow Pencil in grey / dark brown or I just use an angled brush and fill them in with a matte brown eye shadow. Hope I managed to answer everything ! Love you too xx

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  3. Izzaaaaaaaaaaaa where do you buy your anak tudung? :D

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    1. I use my mum's ! I have no idea where she got it from but I think it's called anak tudung magic hahaha. I have another one, the tie-back inner from dUCk but I only wear that when I wear light coloured tudung(s) cause it's in the colour nude.

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  4. hi izza, you mentioned that you and irfan studied at different places right, where does he study now? because i'm in a long distance relationship too now and the way you cope with yours kinda grabbed my attention :)

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    1. Hi ! Yup, he studies in Kajang. Not thaaaaat far, but I barely see him so the distance feels as though he's studying in Kedah or something hahaha.

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  5. hi izza! im curious. when you first met your boyfriend, did you know instantly that he was the one for you? when you first saw him were you completely sure about him? cause i dont know i thought i felt that with this one guy but turns out he has a girlfriend..

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    1. Hi ! Haha noooo, the first time he approached me, I wasn't even looking to be in a relationship at all ! And the first time we met properly pun, I didn't expect to be so crazy in love with him a couple months after. So no, I didn't know instantly that he was the one for me or if I was sure about him. I came into the relationship feeling quite scared, and even skeptical because I went through a horrible breakup before him, but I was willing to take that risk because I started falling for him really hard haha. It's okay, what's meant to be yours will be yours. If you think he's the one, maybe in the future it'll turn around. Don't interfere his relationship though ! Respect that he has a girlfriend already, if they don't work out then you maybe it'll happen for you two. If it doesn't, he's not the one.

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    2. I know, but I dont know I really thought this guy could be it you know, I really thought maybe I finally found the one. But after finding out he has a girlfriend it felt like the world was crushing down on me. It hurts so much because I actually thought we had a shot together. But learning that he has another person made me feel an emotion i couldnt ever describe. I know that jodoh is in the hands of Allah, but idk I was just so sure about him you know. It was like a slap to my face

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    3. I see.. I know it hurts but he has a girlfriend and there's really nothing you can or you should do about it. How well do you know him ? If you don't know him that well maybe you're just infatuated with the idea of him, not the actual person itself. But yeah, don't try to ruin his relationship no matter how hurt you are. If you were his girlfriend right now and another girl is interested in him, you'd be angry too right..

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  6. Hi Izza. I just found out that my boyfriend of one year has been cheating on me. Not that he had another girlfriend, he was just going around sleeping with other girls behind my back. I am so hurt. I even lost my virginity to him a few months into our relationship, and now I find out all this. I thought we were okay. I swear, I did not see this coming. Our relationship was perfect. Our families knew of each other, we used to go over to each others place for dinner. Everything was so good. Sigh. I don't know what to do. What would you do if you were in my position? :( Your relationship seems to be so good, inshaAllah. I hope it lasts. x

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    1. Hi. Oh my God, I am so sorry that happened to you. I can't imagine having to go through the hurt you're feeling right now. I don't understand how anybody could just sleep with other people when they have somebody already. I mean, being in love should make you feel like you only want to do everything with that special someone, only. How did you know about all of this ? And did he clarify himself or are you just hearing rumours that sound really true ?

      If I was in your position, I think I'd just distance myself from him for a while. I'd feel extremely hurt and I honestly don't know if I'll ever be able to get over it. Sleeping around with other girls even if he didn't have any feelings for them is still so wrong in my book. But if he's willing to promise to stop and become a better boyfriend for me, then I'd try to make it work with him too. As hurt as I am if I were in your position, I'd still want to try and fix things because a relationship shouldn't be thrown away so easily.

      You've invested so much of your time in him and it's unfortunate to let it all go to waste. Especially if you really love him. What he did was horrible, yes. But even the most horrible act doesn't automatically make him a horrible person as a whole. Right now, you just focus on you and how you're feeling. Make major decisions like if you still want him in your life or if you think you're better off without. Remember, if this relationship of yours doesn't work out, there's always someone better for you in the future.

      My relationship with Irfan is amazing. I feel like strangling him sometimes but I know that we love each other no matter what, and that we'd never do anything to intentionally hurt the other person. I hope it stays that way forever, and I really hope we last too. InsyaAllah.

      I'm sorry this reply is suuuper long ! Stay strong. x

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  7. Hi, Izza. I'm one of your readers that will consistently check your blog everyday. U r such an inspiration to me in so many ways. I love on how your relationship works w Irfan. Well, I just broke up w my ex boyf these past few weeks. I'm really disappointed w what he has done to me. I got blamed for many times just bcs of a fault I made in the past. While he made the same mistakes as mine for many, many times and when I tegur dia, dia marah.. He even being close w so many girls and surprisingly, he has someone else behind my back when I was w him. Yea, we do hv this long distance relationship which was about 240 km away and I shall assume that distance wasn't that matters but then what happened to us in the past was such a disappointment when he did promised to stay w me till we get married since we've met each others' parents and so on.. I look for a husband and it saddens me more when he didn't guide me to the right pathway. Being in a relationship w him was a sin. I've sinned a lot when I was w him, as in like we did holding hands, hugged each others, kissing and many more to be in a list.. As for now, I'm happy w the decision I've made. Hence, we've blocked each other on whatsapp, instagram and yea, I never knew that it'll be this easy for both sides to move on and simply left w promises and stuffs.. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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    1. Hi, thank you, that means a lot to me ! I'm sorry about your breakup. Fighting and arguing is normal, but him having someone else behind your back is just stupid and bad of him. I think you deserve better if he's that kind of guy. The thing about promises is, you always have to take it with a pinch of salt. No matter how sincere they may seem at the time, nobody knows what the future holds. Being in a relationship with someone is supposed to make you a better person, if he's didn't do that for you than he's not the one either. There's always room for repentance, and you guys may have did things that you might not necessarily be proud of but that's in the past. If you're happy with the decision you've made then I'm happy for you too ! You're lucky to be able to move on easily, take it as a blessing. I'm sure you'll find someone way way better in the future. x

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  8. I love you bub

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    1. Haha you read my comments too is it ?! I love you tooo

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  9. I want to name my car Kimberly too!

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  10. Izza do u know how much is the benefit hoola bronzer? And does it really suit asian face colour well? :/ Sorry.. i'm just donno who to ask tho....

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    1. 100 something. Yeah it suits most skin tones but it depends on your preference, how you want it to look. Try going to Benefit and do swatches to see if it might suit you.

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  11. hi izza, do you know any igshop that sells nice kaftan/batwing? other than byhannah

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    1. To the anonymous above, @lawalawalah got hehe

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  12. love you gurl, seriously.

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    1. Who is this ? Hahaha but I love you too x

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  13. Below rm150 or above? (regarding the bronzer)

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  14. Do u use body scrub?

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    1. Sometimes. I use a coffee scrub from @scrubssecret on Instagram. Got it in a Pop Box

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  15. Happy Birthday!!!πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰ May Allah bless you always! Hope to meet you one day😊

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    1. Thank you so much !!! May Allah bless you too, insyaAllah one day we'll meet <3

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  16. Happy birthdayy izzaaa;)..may Allah bless u,semoga sihat and panjang umur..have a great birthday izza!!<3

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    1. Thank you so much !! May Allah bless you too <3

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  17. Izza, happy birthday! I've been reading your blog for a while now, keep it up <3

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    1. Thank you ! I most definitely will <3

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  18. a friend of mine once told me that your brother is 16 or something and makes money. like 10k a month(?) how is that even possible?

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    1. What.. I know what my brother makes and it's not 10k a month haha. How is it possible for you to even believe that ? Lolz

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  19. Irfan's still studying in Nottingham right? Its in semenyih near broga not kajang

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    1. Haha no he's not. I know la where he studies and it's in kajang. Loll

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    2. Hahahaha bub I know la where he studies :p

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  20. Sis izza, what kind of eyeliner do you use? And what brands? If you wear it...

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    1. Hii, I don't really wear eyeliner but I have one from SilkyGirl. Gel liner pen or something like that..

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  21. Hi. I just wanna know why do you wanna let go you maybelline bb sticks? Is it not good for you? I bought it last few months and rarely used it because its kind of hard to blend it. Mind review from you opinion? Love xxx

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    1. I barely use it and I don't really like the formula haha

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  22. Happy birthday Izza, you are one of the peole that inspired me to change and to return to the path of Jannah. I would like to thank you and wish you all the best in life, may you succeed here in dunya and akhirah. May you always be blessed with rezeki, rahmah and a great health besides having your loved ones πŸ’ž

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    1. Thank you so much ! Means a lot to me to have you say that T.T May Allah bless you with the best of everything. Thanks again <3

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  23. Izza stop ittttt..how on earth are you so perfecttt TT..i wish i am you..haha Happy Birthday and keep on inspiring others as much as you inspire me :)

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    1. But I'm nottttttt ! Haha thank you so much <3

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  24. Salam izza..me and bf just make up..i mean we fought and make up..idk i kinda said something that hurt him..this is the third time we fought like this and that day he said i deserve sumone better.but yesterday ehen we talk on the phone he said he still loves me..but he wants us to take it slowly..like i missed the old us like we always call each other cute names and being lovey dovey and all..he told me he is still affected by the incident that day.i understand he wants to take it slowly but i missed how we used to be u know..i feel like a bad person.no matter how many times i hurt him he still wants me..so far. What should i do izza?should i buy him gifts or write him letter and make it up to him,or just act like normal and be myself again with him? Because right now when talking to him i feel really sad coz we're not like we used to be.i will try be the best person after this,not repeating the same mistake. I just want him back,i know it takwa time, but idk why its hard for me to wait sumtimes.i am so lucky to have him,but that days incident really make him affected.sorry so long izza,i always read ur blog..i am learning to be better person,inspired by u izza :)

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    1. Wasalam. I know you miss the way things used to be but you can't change what had already happened :/ Don't feel like a bad person, you said sorry and you guys have made up and that's good. The longer you dwell on something in the past, the more it'll affect you and your relationship. People make mistakes but that's how you learn. You should just focus on being the best girlfriend ever right now for him and you can be extra nice to him and buy him stuff and all. I'm sure he'll appreciate it and he'll learn to get over what happened. He still loves you and that's all that matters. I'm sure you two will be okay soon enough. Thank you for reading my blog, and alhamdulillah that you're learning to be better ! <3

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  25. Oh i thought irfan studying in nottingham.. but before this he is right?

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  26. Salam Izza. Do you have any favourite blogs that you always like to read other than ProudDuck?

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    1. No not really, cause I don't know a lot of people who update their blogs regularly.. I just read a lot of random blogs I find of Bloglovin'. Mostly fashion / beauty related.

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  27. izza! whered you get the pants you wore yang beige in colour on your birthday?

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    1. From my friends Hanna and Theera. They're planning to sell them soon, follow @puterihanna.co on Instagram :)

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  28. Kak Izza, do you have a instax camera? :)

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    1. Used to ! But I sold it off because I never use it haha

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  29. i love reading your blog! keep it up <3

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  30. Do you own any cardigan?? If you do, where do you buy it?? Cuz I've been searching for a nice one and cant find a nice one. Sorry if this annoys you... Btw your blog is very inspirational! !

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