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Saturday, 29 November 2014

Difficult


"When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. 
Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day."

I have to admit I was being rather unreasonable, not to mention incredibly exasperating last night. But that wasn't the first time. Time and time again I get these out-of-nowhere mood swings and I say something and one second later I'll say something else that completely contradicts to what I was saying before, and boy, I am a handful and Irfan is the only one who can handle it. Handle me. I think I drove Irfan insane last night and I went to bed not knowing what to feel. But even then, he would call me an hour later when I was asleep to remind me to switch off my lights (I always fall asleep with my lights on, and wake up grumpy the next morning), and a half hour after that, calls me again to tell me that he misses me and that he loves me very much. I really don't know what I did to deserve someone this patient with me, but I do know that I shouldn't take advantage of the fact that he is. Because one day, I might drive him nuts and lose him completely if I keep this up. 

Irfan is a gem, and I'm extremely grateful to have him by my side. 

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