Tuesday, 2 September 2014

Hey September

September is finally here and this month, I plan to lead my life a little differently. I've been yearning for change, and lately I've been directing my energy towards self-betterment by working on the best possible version of myself. Right before August ended, I deleted my accounts on Tumblr, Facebook, Path, I also deleted more than half of the photos I had on my Instagram and all of the blog posts I had on this very blog. 

I've had this blog since 2009, and after reading back my hundreds of posts from way-back-when, I decided that I wanted a fresh start. A fresh start is honestly something I feel like I need and that led me to deleting everything I had on here. It was stupid of me to delete the few memorable posts I had, like the time I got to meet the Chelsea players, or my first time on a roller coaster... but its fine. I'll get over it. 

Resolutions for September onwards :

  • Be a better muslim. The best I can be. No more missing prayers, Izza. 
  • Start living healthier. Drink more water, eat more fruits, work out ( haha as if ). 
  • Study harder and not procrastinate. Especially with finals coming in a few weeks.
  • Be the girl I would look up to and be nicer to everyone.
  • Spend wisely. Keep track of my $$$ .. stop buying unnecessary crap. 
  • Control my temper and the things I say. Especially around the people I love. 
  • Rid myself of the grudges I hold and the negativity I have towards some people. 
  • Not settling for anything less than I deserve.  And I deserve the best. You deserve the best too.
  • Not saying anything if I don't have anything nice to say.
  • Not using my phone when I'm with company. 
  • Be more organised. My closet, especially. 
  • Read / educate myself more. 
  • Stop bottling up my emotions before I explode. 
  • Stop assuming things about a person. 
  • Be the change I want to see in the world.

I'm currently at Ulu Langat for my JPJ test. I failed my bukit this morning so I'm feeling pretty down now.. but it's okay, I promise I'll pass the next time I do it, now I just gotta focus on passing the jalan raya part of the test. I hope everyone else is having a better day than I am. x